Dear Friends, @ s @:
Today we continue with the publication of the weekly chapter of the Book "from the human to The Divine ", by Dr. Akalisun.
This chapter discusses the mother of Paloma, our protagonist, and the painful re-encounter with his mother, so it will appear pigeon friend, friend Cambira much his life for the better, and that in these and some pages in front will become a major figure in both the story of a dove as in the book, these and other surprises in this wonderful book is revealing.
Happy Day to all s! @! = D
KML - Orosco, blessings of Cosmic Love
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When Dove was twelve, his mother who lived in another city. She called her grandmother and herself. His mother was single and wanted access to them. Paloma was his first major separation their natural environment and found it very hard. Going to another city, where they spoke a different language (Valencian) where people were not as happy nor as open as in Andalusia, and although the city was pretty, did not have the charm of his native Granada.
was separated from the few friends he had. He also left what she was most important at that time. I had great success with the kids because unlike her friends she was "flat." He had however, was very thin and did not like the boys. She had noticed that among her friends who had more success with the children was Margaret and she if she had breast. He thought that was why the boys were behind your friend and not hers, of course, as it was flat! But his little heart was beating very hard for Andrew, how handsome! "I thought Paloma. He was in his hometown and he thought perhaps he might eventually notice her. But her mother spoiled the plan. For the first time in twelve years wanted to live with her daughter, just as Paloma and did not need much. And here he was, in a new city, without friends, hating her new home and no chance of ever seeing her beloved Andrew. Now he was with her grandmother, her mother and her boyfriend, despite everything, she felt more alone than ever. At night in her room, crying and thinking Paloma:
- How cruel is life! Now I do not want to be with my mother when I am! What I'm miserable!
penalty began to be herself. It looked like a victim. Had a sad childhood, with a lot of loneliness and heartbreak. No longer remembered the teachings of Angel, did not find meaning in life. The future we saw before she made her sinking further into a deep sadness. His mother and grandmother were discussed and the issue had not changed over all these years, "the companion of her mother." This time it was a boy much younger than her and which was very much in love. A Paloma did not like that boy to his mother, but throughout his childhood learned to shut their views. When the atmosphere became unbearable, she fled and went into the street.
One day, while walking down the street, said that in front of his house was a church and with great joy turned to her. I needed to vent, talk to PAPA-GOD. Tell you what your heart felt. The church was dark but did not care. On the contrary. No one would mourn. He sat in the past banks. She was alone and nobody saw, so he could give vent to his anguish. And there, in that peace, looking at a picture of Jesus on the cross, began to open his heart
- FATHER-GOD, why now? Why is my mother remembers having a daughter at this time? I do not want to be here. Neither I nor do we have something in common. I am ashamed to have her as a mother. I do not like your life and how it would behave Why do I have to be here? Help!
being is felt more miserable and only in this world. But in that dark place, alone, was better. Iban to close the church and Paloma had to go. After that day came many others. I spent every afternoon in the same bank and with a similar attitude. Angel was next to Paloma, but she was so worried and playing so well the role of victim did not hear. But he could not get enough to transmit his teachings.
- My little girl, dry your tears. Remember that you are not alone, that's all part of a divine plan in which you gave your permission to carry it out. No pain no matter how small is free. Everything has its reason for being and throughout your life you will understand the reason for pain or a painful experience. Learn to have patience. Quality is not granted and you have to develop. If you have patience you will see how the pain comes and goes, provided you do not seize it. If you learn to be ductile, flexible and feel with every experience, but once you let go of all feelings lived, not to retain one minute what you drowned, manipulated you and makes you suffer, then and only then you will be rich in experience, wisdom and knowledge. Live every experience the best, get even the best of it, and once past discarded the unnecessary. That way your learning will be faster, less painful and more rewarding. If you stay in the role of victim will spend so much energy feeling sorry you do not have no strength or desire to learn from that experience. You can not ask: I've failed?, Or just what I have to learn from it? You'll lose opportunities to learn, to address the subsequent return again and again to go through the same experiences. Up that, at some point, you realize that, you win ‖ and the fact they are going through a bad time indicates only one thing ... LIVE YOUR SOUL, EVOLVE and wishes to get rich with all the experiences that life offers. Cries and Pour over but do not stop, keep going. The more advanced
is a soul, more passes through painful processes. Humans do not understand this. Think a very evolved not have to go through certain things and forget that a Great Being as the Master Jesus was passed by the misunderstanding of his own family, loneliness, physical suffering, mental and emotional betrayal by of his closest friends, injustice human, for blasphemy, for the lies and even the crucifixion and death. If He went through all this how would not live a less evolved? The greatness of man is that what a man can do what others can do and he passed, learned and taught you how. All humans can overcome any difficult test it with real love This love is beyond your mental
patterns of your self and even your own life. Love that you're going to need throughout your life in order to overcome the difficult trials that are going to happen. But you always have, in difficult times, a human being by your side which will help you through those times. For that is about to appear in your life a human being who will give you what you need now to move forward. Paloma
But Angel was not listening. So a day when someone approached him to the bench where she sat in the parish, did not recognize him.
- Sorry - said the stranger - every day I spend many hours sitting there doing nothing, do not you like to meet with a group of boys and girls and sing in the choir? Paloma
looked surprised. I had not been approached and took her by surprise. I looked up and saw a priest of some forty-odd years, looking nice, eyes small but happy and amused his nose was so small it looked like a pinch on his face.
- Did you hear me?
- Yes! Sorry. Is ... I wish I could sing in the choir but I'm afraid I do not know and would not last long.
- does not matter, "replied the priest. Nor do the others know.
And so, from that moment, Father Anthony became a father, mother, friend and confidant. The parish from that day was her world, her paradise. When the hell out of his house became unbearable, she fled in search of peace and prosperity to that place. Paloma is fully opened to the father, told all their secrets, their most intimate desires, anxieties and concerns. And he could see in her purity, sensitivity and simplicity of children. Complicity reached so great that Paloma matured rapidly and he became a father, the father she never had. From that moment, Paloma was his mission and devoted himself body and soul to help. He promised to take care and give the love they never had. But even if he told her, from this moment the father Antonio was the first human being who has given him love without words but with deeds. Cared for her, his studies of the little education he had received and how they saw every day advantage any time to teach things. One day he appeared with a book.
- Paloma Take this book is because you're a girl and you need to know certain things nobody taught you. It'll find everything from setting a table, even how to behave at all times. It is a book that I hope you like it and teach you a lot. Paloma
So slowly and with great love was learning things that should have taught your mother or grandmother, but neither of them knew. Paloma was thirteen and had finally and female forms. It had become a beautiful girl and even had the body of a woman, was still an innocent girl. That worried the father. He saw the danger of her mother's relationship with a boy his age could have been her daughter's boyfriend. So one day he talked to her.
- Paloma I worry that you many hours at home. It would be nice you were to put to work. Would eliminate a hazard and on the other hand would earn a little money, which you would do well.
She did not understand that the danger but he blindly trusted. And it seemed a good idea. The father got a job as apprentice in a shop. The first day he came to the parish very happy.
- Do you know? The owner of the stores, because they are two and a warehouse in the same street have a child and I think I have fallen very well because it has not stopped looking at me and tell me I'm beautiful.
- How old is the child? - Asked the father -.
- I do not know, but it is very old, at least thirty years.
That did not like his father, who immediately saw a threat. Paloma knew that men liked. The test was very close to him and all the choir boys were behind it.
- Tomorrow I'll see how this man and if I should worry about - thought -.
But he told Paloma, he only said that because the next day would go near the store, would pick her up. Y it was. The next day Father Anthony first saw his boss and knew that his poor child was in danger.
His protective instincts did not fail because months after coming Paloma angrily telling her that her boss had wanted to take advantage of it. His reaction was immediate.
- What? .. What I wanted this unfortunate stain? Tomorrow I go and break your face.
- No! Please do not go. I have spoken with him and he has apologized. He has promised that will not happen again.
Paloma was a surprise to the father's reaction. No one in his life had defended. Never seen him so angry. So I smiled and thanked him. He was amazed at this reaction, realizing how lonely she had been and why he got up, hugged her and kissed her cheek said
- Do not forget. You're not alone. This is my mission from now. Take care and protect you. Paloma
could not withstand the wave of love that was engaging and treacherous tears started falling down her cheeks. He immediately grasped why he was crying and his eyes also began to shine in a special way. I joined the love of two people who in many previous lives had been together. Had gone through many experiences in common and energy are recognized. They were husbands, lovers, friends, colleagues, ... and now in this life he was her Pygmalion.
His teacher, was teaching a woman, an educated human being. Transmitting the laws of life. He was a religious basis, cultural and especially and above all, loved her as he was and what it was, a wonderful human being worthy of being protected and loved. Neither her mother nor her grandmother had taught her to convey love and although she was sorry Paloma did not know how to pass, much less tell someone who loved him. No one had told her he loved her. For
Paloma was his parish enclosure of peace, his best time of day. It was like his oxygen. Over the years the recall and would realize that without the support and love of the father and the parish could not have survived the grief, loneliness and disaffection felt his heart. At that time, for a girl of 12 years, leaving their city, leaving their friends and everything familiar, family and without help from anyone, without the love of her mother (who was with a new boyfriend) no further care is the most natural thing for a girl her age, was very difficult for him could bear. But as I said Angel, always in his life opened someone who would help her endure the trials and that was the father Antonio who saw in her a helpless child, in need of much love and he gave it as he could, while remaining a priest, with all its limitations. Paloma throughout his life had been very little so when the father gave him some love for her was enough and made him very happy. Had not his father but God had put this good man who occupied it, was worried and happy since I met again in this life.
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