Courtesy of: Dr.
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Paloma With sixteen years was not yet with children alone. He had liked a choir boy but things went no further. One day while walking with a friend was approached by two guys. The one who stood beside him was very old, it took about eleven years, but that was what he liked with it. They were talking all afternoon and stayed for the next day. When I was thrilled to father, he realized with sadness that her daughter had grown, was no longer a child. Was become something of a beautiful, charming, loving and above all, innocent. He should explain the dangers that exist between a man and a woman but did not dare. During all these years have talked about almost everything but never sex. She had never been interested by that issue and he did not know where to start. Chose not to say anything but thought he must be prepared because at any moment she would ask. Paloma
began to be excited about his new friend. He was a handsome man with a career in front, very mature, friendly, charming, and she spent hours listening. One day he asked her to hook up. Paloma is not what thought he would be her husband would be happy with him! And with a great happiness was to tell the father.
- I have a boyfriend, I have a boyfriend! - Paloma burst into his office -.
- Father I have a boyfriend, I said and I have said yes.
The father froze in his chair. Your child already had a woman and fell in love with a man. No longer would he lives only in Paloma or see every day or she could share with daily problems ... A paralyzing fear she began to flood his body and a question popped into his mind. Is it my mission over? I had just started
particular hell Father Antonio. He was very happy for her but was older and could not be many years by his side. I thought that if he married and had a good man, he would feel more comfortable. But he was wrong, had become accustomed to it and all their stuff. For him it was everything. His faith in God and Paloma were his world. Everything else was secondary. Get the idea that a new man had entered her life was not going to be easy, but I loved her and wanted the best for her. So, he had no choice but to get the idea. Paloma was not his mission. And from the moment that role boyfriend was up to him.
From that moment, in the heart of the father was generated tremendous suffering. Whereas, a year after being married Paloma and when expecting a baby, he requested a transfer to American lands. HIS MISSION WAS FINISHED WITH PIGEON! How wrong I was! But that he and Paloma knew. Years later he would return to rediscover.
One afternoon, Father came to visit her new home. Since the wedding was a separation between them. She had stopped telling her things. It had closed in silence
the father would not or could not break. But it happened that he felt bad because it had overcome the separation between them. He interpreted it as that Paloma did not want anything from him and not even occurred to him that something was happening to his beloved child.
- Paloma, I have to tell you something, "said Father
- I do not know what will be, but give me fear. My guess is not going to like it.
- As you know, since you came into my life has been for me the most important person in this world and took you under my protection. For my have been the daughter I never had, and that was until the day of your wedding. Now that role falls to your husband for that as my mission here is over I'm going to the missions in America and leave within two days.
- God, no! ... God! Tell me it's a joke, I heard wrong, you you can not go now, I need you I ...! Paloma
could not continue. Broke to mourn, I could not tell the truth. I explain that since the wedding night he knew he had the wrong man. Her husband showed no desire for it. He was despised and humiliated as a human being as a woman. How to tell the humiliation that was happening, the tears of night and the bitterness of the days of their marriage. How do you tell a girl's loneliness, disappointed woman, when she had pinned all their hopes and wishes for this man ...? How do I say this ...? had chosen not to tell it not to suffer and now when I was six months pregnant says that he will not see more. What life goes on forever because she does not need? My God, if you needed more than ever. How was this possible? It was unfair!
It was a while. Father did not know what to do, trying to comfort and above all trying to hide his own tears. Each had his own personal struggle. They loved each other as usual but failed to communicate and the human mind began to win the battle for love. It generated some thoughts that they hurt but they were unable to break with that and talk. If, once again, sincere and open their hearts. If the father had told him her true feelings to Paloma, who felt abandoned, and was not helpful and above all, was jealous of her husband because he could pamper and no. If that is what Paloma had said she would open her heart and once again he would care, pampered and protected. But the lost opportunity. Paloma is also shut down and he and two days later the father Antonio was an American country to start a new life.
Paloma was so great to hit that fell into a depression. Now I was lonely. He had a daughter but that does not help much to her woman's heart. Before leaving, Father introduced him to the priest that he would stay in place. A Paloma liked it, it seemed as familiar as if he knew. Unlike the parent Antonio, Father Peter, and was named the new pastor, was much more serious, less expressive and almost smiled but looked neither liked Paloma. He felt it was legit, the two priests were more or less the same age.
With the departure of Father Anthony, Paloma got into a silence that no decoding. Only opened the door of his heart his father Peter, but he was not as expressive as his father Antonio. I was taught to hide their feelings, not to demonstrate them and if possible even have them.
And now before him was a girl of 20 years by circumstances of life had become a charming girl-woman, pretty, attractive, sympathetic, expressive, good and above all loving. This last was what disturbed him because they knew how to respond to signs of affection. No one had taught him to be loving and much less to have displays of affection with him and now his 40-odd years did not know what to do, what to say to her samples. Paloma
not understand very well because he was accustomed to if he was crying, consoled the father Antonio, took her hand and wiped their noses up if necessary. But did not understand their pain to the father Pedro never left behind the table, never held his hand and never gave him a hug even if to comfort her.
And with those thoughts went to bed.
- Hello my baby, start a new learning. I do not understand his father Peter and do not understand what makes you suffer. So I want to explain something. Father Peter has been an education very impersonal, uncaring. He entered with great enthusiasm at the workshop and felt the call of Christ, but soon his disappointment was great. Not with God that is still present in his heart, but with the church to which he belongs and with peers who do not respect their own vows. As a larger community within the human community is everything, people who love their work and others are simply because they are comfortable. You have given two beings such as Father Peter Father Anthony, evolved beings, and despite its flaws or weaknesses, they love what they do, they want to serve others and try to improve every day.
But back to Father Peter, you have a hard job to do and you will. Therefore, you are in your life. You must break the shell of hardness or indifference that has been placed. You teach him to love. So you're on your way, show what is love. Stop seeing it as a card-Scotch, as you call it and go slowly removing these bones to the thistle and turn it into a loving as he really is. All this is what you are going to communicate and teach. For his part, he will help you not feel so lonely, to notice a being man who loves you unselfishly and with whom you can always tell. With time and in a very bad time in your life he will answer only. That security will give you strength to keep going. Paloma
kept going to the church whenever he could, sharing all things with him. He told the strange behavior of her husband to her and he could see in his heart all the anguish. Paloma
Every evening I went to the parish and in the solitude of the place he felt good. It was the best time of day. Laughed with the rigidity of it but could not get lost and that the papers Paloma amused him. It was like a game. Never left behind the table, was never close to it but at the same time, Paloma knew that spirit was with her. I felt someone understood at least in this world was one person who understood and knew their pain and disappointment in love get married and see how little and little love for her husband to her. And so the years passed. She growing as a woman and human being and he learned of it human love and expressiveness that badly needed.
- Hello Father - Paloma said upon entering his office - what's wrong, why the face of a dog?
- Sit Paloma, I must tell you something very important. And for the first time he got up and locked the office door. Paloma was startled thought something bad was about to happen.
- Next week I'm destined for another city, far away.
- No, not again!, Can not be happening to me why again. Why now? Why I removed all that gives me life?
- Paloma, listen, do not cry, pull yourself together, I am a priest and I owe my job. I have gone to another place and I can not do otherwise. Sorry to leave you alone but you know where I am have a huequecito in my heart and if you need me I'll always be there for you.
Father Peter stood up, grabbed a chair and stood in front of her. For the first time in many years were facing each other. Paloma and he looked into his eyes and both knew their lives were separated. The time had just shared. He began a new mission and she was with her loneliness and anguish without someone to trust and to give the love he had in his heart. Paloma felt like he nailed a dagger in the soul. Father Peter had been a very loving to her without saying anything, without physical demonstration but is always present when needed, listening and giving the best of himself with a word or sometimes with a smile. Paloma needed only to know that someone cared and was not alone in this world, that she seemed so cruel. Paloma
felt like dying, but did not want to progress to the parent more difficult. Your life will never be the same. Without him being alone again as it had been all his life. It was as if given for a short time some oxygen. As if you put a person to help overcome the evidence but before long, was separated from his side. This seemed unfair and your mind created a struggle not understand why the left always alone and it took away what he loved most.
One of the virtues that attracted him most of Father Pedro was his honesty and he was to his profession. Despite the pain he understood his place as understood and respected him more for having the courage to make the decision go to another mission and start again.
For the father was not easy to break the tie that bound him to Paloma. Never another human being had shown affection as she did. He also felt alone, was in a community surrounded by peers but did not agree with some of these behaviors. He saw things that made him doubt his faith and that was his suffering until he met Paloma. She returned his faith. His innocence made to believe again in the human race and gave him the strength to continue. In this case began again in another new place but it would not be his memory Paloma. His suitcase full of beautiful and loving memories, something that never had before.
- I have to go, I talk on the phone.
A Paloma did not have time to react, the door was closed and there she was lonely, sad and abandoned. He had not even given the opportunity to give their eternal gratitude to the man with whom for a time he walked along the same path with love, respect and honesty. Never leave his heart. On his departure he called to say goodbye and his soul cried but promised that he would prove it. Once again we had to do the "hard." It was difficult for her since her marriage because she had to learn to hide. She was like the best diamond, pure and transparent and had to pretend to the world. He learned to be cheerful, friendly and communicative outside but inside her heart was torn by grief. With the mask was creating a new personality. He did so well that from that time no one came to know it was really like. Only the father Peter always knew what his heart and wanted to hide. He only allowed to see his soul. And now he was with the phone in hand ready to say goodbye to the only human being who had committed after the father Antonio (but he was like his father). Father Peter was closer, more human to human.
- Hi Father, How are you?
- Regular, Paloma, is not easy to leave so many things, so many memories and so many people. I'm making the case and not easy I'm finding nothing, I ... Paloma
knew the meaning of those words, and though he was a wizard when it comes to hide his feelings, he knew he had wept and was making a superhuman effort not to do it again.
him, the hard, impassive, who never lost the papers, as a child was crying and begging God to give him strength to keep going. Paloma
And she knew he must be strong. Could not get into the emotion of the moment, because the get to mourn the two by telephone he was not going to help.
- Do not worry, because everything is going to fix. When you're in your new home and see how you feel better but, remember, you can not behave like a Scotch CARDO. Now you must show people how wonderful you are, see how you're going to want, and here we love you .... Paloma
could not follow him a lump in my throat and tears began to like her cheeks, said goodbye and hung up abruptly.
At one end of the phone and another scene was the same. Two people who for a time had been given the best of themselves crying, asking God for strength to endure this pain of separation and asking what is best for the other person. Never forget from each other. Every year for the Holy Father Peter called her to congratulate her. He kept his life from a distance, but never broke the sentimental cord that bound him to her. She knew how, somewhere on this planet a man selflessly loved her and maybe it was the only human being who never took advantage of it. He loved her without asking anything in return. The two pulled out of this relationship best. That's why they cost so much separation, because a relationship is difficult to find. They were lucky to have found though it was only for a short space of time.
From that day the father Peter had a wound in his heart after years it became chronic heart condition, also became deaf. I did not want to hear anything from outside. His little world with his companions were not interested did not like and why he chose not to hear so many falsehoods and lies.
Over the years they met again, this time in a dramatic circumstances.
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